tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41735248459774204432024-02-19T04:57:38.368-08:00Indie Author: "Approachable Science Fiction"Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-79169216043364455382013-06-02T09:36:00.000-07:002013-06-02T09:36:18.774-07:00Publishing ContractIt seems so counterintuitive that I should have taken time off from this blog, especially with all the good news I had to share. However, the good news - strangely - is what is consuming most of my time.<br />
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A few months ago, I was sent information on a Young Adult writing competition hosted by Clean Teen Publishing. If you've read any of my work before, you know I'm traditionally a violent military science fiction author. What the hell do I know about the YA genre?<br />
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One thing I've come to realize, however, is that these writing competitions force me to flex my author muscles. I'm forced to write genres and book lengths (yes, it's hard to write a short story when you normally plot out 450-page novels) that are outside my comfort zone. And, to date, that's really paid off.<br />
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So I entered a novella (about 150 pages) into the competition and I won! Believe me, I was stunned. Not because I didn't think the story was good, I really did think it was. I was surprised because I wrote the 150 pages in 5 days! I didn't find out about the competition until the week before my submission was due and had to scramble to enter. Common sense would have said that I just waited and submitted later, but for some reason I was dead set on competing.<br />
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Not only did my novella WIND WARRIOR win the competition, but I was then asked by Clean Teen Publishing to expand the novella to a full-length novel. I expanded it to nearly 250 pages (still short of my norm) and then was offered a publishing contract through CTP!<br />
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I've never been saddened by my choice to be an independent, self-published author. Despite the huge amount of new books being published through Amazon and B&N these days, I'm incredibly proud of the work I've done on my previous novels and the sales have never been terrible. People still buy my books every day and I have some legitimately wonderful fans.<br />
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But to say that I haven't wanted a publishing contract - that I've been completely content being self-published - would be lying to you. It's not the contract itself, it's the fact that I have a team that's committed to making my work successful. There's an incredible cover artist who is doing remarkable work not just for the first book, but for the entire trilogy (it WILL be a trilogy, by the way). I have a pair of ladies who are working on the marketing plan. I have someone to format the book for publication (something I absolutely HATE doing myself). It feels incredible to know that there are professionals dedicated to helping my book hit the streets!<br />
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I was perfectly content being an self-published author and after this trilogy if I have to go back to that, I'm still fine with it. I started writing because I love telling stories and sharing them with others. But so long as I can ride this high, believe me, I will!<br />
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Check out the incredible team at <a href="http://www.cleanteenpublishing.com/" target="_blank">Clean Teen Publishing</a>! And be ready for WIND WARRIOR's release on 14 June 2013!<br />
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<br />Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-8099676138170476122013-04-28T11:51:00.001-07:002013-04-28T11:51:10.890-07:00The Evil of Bob Ross and the Ice Cream Truck
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<span style="font-family: Times; font-size: 16.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Times;">I don’t hate a lot of people.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>A Soldier that worked for me once said it best: “I’ve disliked a lot of
people, but never enough to kill them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Some are close, but not quite.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But someday I’m going to meet the one person that I will kill.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At that point, I’m going to pull out my
list because if I’m going to jail for murder, I might as well go away for mass
murder.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times; font-size: 16.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Times;">However, I do have a pair of nemesises… nemesi… nemesisees?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times; font-size: 16.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Times;">Bob Ross and the Ice Cream Truck.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I hate them both.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Legitimately hate them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times; font-size: 16.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Times;">The Ice Cream Truck story is fairly straightforward.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They play only one song, which they
play at decibels roughly equivalent to the take off of a jet engine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Over and over and over and over.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That same damn carnival clown song over
and over.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When we lived in
Tennessee, our neighborhood had seven roads that all ran parallel to one
another.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In the summer when people
kept their windows open – and, ironically, when people wanted ice cream – the
truck would drive up and down the streets blaring its song for hours on
end.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was actually forbidden from
running outside and setting in on fire.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times; font-size: 16.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Times;">Bob Ross.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There’s not much
to tell about that puffy-haired bastard.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>You can’t paint a mountain and “happy” river with only using a 3-inch
brush and two different shades of black!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>You cocky son of a bitch!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>He makes it look so damn easy!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>And.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Not!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I made the mistake of picking up one of his painting instruction
books at Hobby Lobby one day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Each
painting was a two-page spread.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The left side was a photo of his painting with his fucking happy trees
and river.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The right side was
squares of instruction.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The
instructions were: “Then take your brush and paint a mountain”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Just like that?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Pick up my brush and magically create a
freaking mountain?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It wasn’t a
painting instruction guide.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was
a suicide aid for those who weren’t sure if life was worth living.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Because after reading his “instruction
guide”, I wanted to slit my own wrists!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times; font-size: 16.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Times;">I still haven’t found that person I’m willing to kill, but if I do watch
your back Bob Ross and the Ice Cream man!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times; font-size: 16.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Times;">EDITOR’S NOTE: I realize Bob Ross is dead.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m sure he’s painting happy trees in hell right now.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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When I was 19 years old, I was in a terrible car wreck.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Not terrible in the sense that I was
injured.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In fact, I walked away
with only a dislocated thumb and a small cut above my left eye.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The accident was terrible because the
car was destroyed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I struck a
total of seven trees and a concrete drainage ditch before the car came to
rest.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Everyone was amazed that I
walked away at all, much less with so few injuries.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was at that moment that I realized a truth that shaped my
foreseeable future:</div>
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I’m immortal.</div>
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Okay, maybe not immortal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Just invincible.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I’m talking Bruce Willis Invincible.</div>
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I guess everyone thinks that when they’re young.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s only in the past few years that I’ve
started to realize that maybe (and, realize I mean only JUST maybe) I may not
actually be immortal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I now
approach the fun activities of my youth – bungee jumping and whitewater rafting
– with the realization that I have grown surprisingly fond of my limbs and I’m
not entirely sure I’m ready to part with them.</div>
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This mortal sensibility recently crept into my writing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wrote “Card Tricks” about a superhero
that truly wasn’t; a man who didn’t want the powers he had, nor were they the
powers he would have chosen if given a choice. </div>
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Everyone thinks about getting superpowers when they’re
young.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Everyone wants to be Batman
(minus the murdered parents) or Superman (minus the dead parents) or Spiderman
(minus the dead parents and murdered uncle).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When confronted with the question of what power they’d have
if given the choice, they say “I want to fly” or “I want to be invincible” or “I’m
Batman”.</div>
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The mortal sensibility in me, however, starts evaluating how
truly effective those powers would really be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It would be great to fly faster than the speed of sound, but
unless your power also gave you skin that can handle the wind sheer, you’d wind
up as little more than a red mist the second your broke the sound barrier.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Don’t even get me started on how hard
it would breathe when wind is driving into your face at 800 miles per hour.</div>
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These crazy thoughts are actually driving a future novel of
mine, which will examine just how much life sucks when you become a
superhero.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you want to see
where it all starts, go read “Card Tricks”.</div>
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Until then, I think people should analyze more closely their
superpower wishes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When asked what
superpowers you want, be sensible.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Just stick with being Batman.</div>
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Card Tricks on Amazon: <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Card-Tricks-ebook/dp/B009UAPHU4/ref=sr_1_7?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1351374391&sr=1-7&keywords=card+tricks">http://www.amazon.com/Card-Tricks-ebook/dp/B009UAPHU4/ref=sr_1_7?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1351374391&sr=1-7&keywords=card+tricks</a>
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<!--EndFragment-->Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-64637279895224943232012-10-02T10:37:00.000-07:002012-10-02T10:37:15.443-07:00Jon Messenger, Delivery BoyThis post has nothing to do with writing. No, really. I'm not kidding. I know I'm a writer and this is a writer's blog, but I just don't have anything interesting book-related to say. No, this blog post is about the endless possibilities of job opportunities that were afforded to a much younger Jon Messenger, and how they never came to fruition (or did they???).<br />
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A few months ago, I started a new job in Washington, D.C. As part of my job, I read and watch the news daily, to see if I can understand the correlation between world events and the impact they might have on the Army Medical Department.<br />
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Trust me, it sounds FAR more exciting than it really is.<br />
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During one of my union work breaks in front of the television, I watched a news story about Fiona Apple being arrested on the Texas/Mexico border, for possession of marijuana. At first, I, like many of you, couldn't believe what I was seeing. Fiona Apple, who once innocently sang about sexually molesting a vulnerable man, also does drugs? What has the world come to?<br />
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It wasn't the story that really interested me, or the subsequent insults thrown back and forth between the Apple camp and the local Sheriff (though I appreciated the Sheriff's reply of, "shut up and sing"). No, what interested me was the title of the story:<br />
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"Fiona Apple, singer, arrested for drug possession."<br />
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Many of you re-read that sentence a few times, just to see the secret message hidden within. Let me help you:<br />
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"Blah Blah, singer, blah blah blah blah."<br />
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When I first saw this story and then, later, read this story online, they repeatedly commented on Fiona Apple, the singer. Apparently, since she put out "Criminal" in 1997, she's been touring (I have to assume singing only her one song over and over during a 90-minute concert). She's even, apparently, putting out a new album, which could only be titled after using every letter in the alphabet at least twice. No joke, here's the title of her new album:<br />
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<strong><em>"The Idler Wheel Is Wiser Than the Driver of the Screw and Whipping Cords Will Serve You More Than Ropes Will Ever Do"</em></strong><br />
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But her only hit and worthwhile album was put out in 1997. That was 15 years ago! For the past 15 years, she's done nothing else really worthwhile, but she's been living off the title of "singer", despite not really doing much singing.<br />
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15 years ago, I was a dead sexy college freshman hanging out on the beaches of Los Angeles. When I wasn't in college, I was a delivery boy. I wasn't exactly proud of being a delivery boy, but I was damn good at it.<br />
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Now, I know what you're thinking: she's techinically still singing, so she gets to keep the title of Fiona Apple, singer. Well, technically I still pick up food for the family on the way home from work. Therefore, I get to keep my title:<br />
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Jon Messenger, Delivery Boy.Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-91651759519610701162012-09-19T11:40:00.000-07:002012-09-19T11:40:40.833-07:00Evolution of Man<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri;">About three months ago, I took all my notes for my most recent science fiction book, RAGE, and started turning it into a true novel.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At that time, names like Jonas Vega, Eli MacKenzie, and Victoria Donovan were just names.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They were the ones that survived the culling, when I trashed all the rest of the possible names that, to me, sounded like absolute rubbish.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Despite spending quite a bit of time on outlines and character development before working on the novel, the characters were nothing more than names on a list.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There was a picture of their faces in my mind, but they had yet to speak their first word on the page.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Then I started writing.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">How is it that characters that had never lived until a few months ago suddenly have their own voices?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How is it that characters that were just names on a list three months ago are suddenly telling me how to write their next dialogue?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I recently finished RAGE and finally did a review of the book, cover to cover.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was amazed how many times I stopped reading, furrowed my brow, rubbed my chin with concern, and said to myself, “He’d never say that!” </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I firmly believe that books evolve, rather than “get written” or “are created”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I do an outline for every book I write, but so rarely do they take the same path as I intend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s not because I’m fickle (though I am), it’s because the characters take me places I would never have guessed even months before.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As they evolved in the story, they told me what should come next.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had to cast aside my preconceived notions about the characters and listen to what they had to say.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">It’s amazing how much insight they had into themselves!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I’m very glad that RAGE is done and I hope my beta reader and editor appreciate the work.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m also glad I managed to shut up and listen to my characters.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I often think they’re way smarter than I am.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">And yes, I managed to turn this blog about writing a book into an argument about “evolution” vs. “creationism”.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Check me out at </span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/jonmessengerauthor"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">www.facebook.com/jonmessengerauthor</span></a><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></div>
Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-60540334517316217942012-09-10T19:12:00.003-07:002012-09-10T19:12:57.963-07:00Working an Atrophied Muscle I recently read that writing is a muscle like any other. You have to exercise it like any other.<br />
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Two months ago, I might have looked at that person like they were crazy. Writing is a skill that you develop over time. If you've followed any of my blog so far, you know that my skill set has improved drastically from college until now. It's not a muscle that atrophies if unused. It's a skill like riding a bike. You never forget how to ride a bike.<br />
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Have you ever tried riding a bike after not doing so for a few years? <br />
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Go buy yourself a helmet, you're going to need it.<br />
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I wrote the Brink of Distinction series during a deployment from 2007 - 2009. Since then, I've worked on a lot of outlines and developed story ideas, but haven't written more than a few paragraphs for any actual novel in the past three years. I had tons of great story ideas, but that was a large part of the problem. Every time I thought it was time to start a book, I couldn't focus on JUST ONE IDEA! My flights of fancy meant that I was thinking about Fantasy while writing Science Fiction. It just didn't flow.<br />
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That all changed early this year, when I finally settled on a single book idea. Having seen a large upturn of cases of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) in Soldiers who had redeployed from either Iraq or Afghanistan, I realized that the story "Rage" needed to be told. Despite the futuristic turns, the issues are very realistic. Anyone who's ever worked with a charity realizes that any publicity is good publicity, even when it comes in the form of futuristic PTSD.<br />
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When I started writing, I realized that writing, to my dismay, really was a muscle. I'm not a brain surgeon (if I was, I sure as hell wouldn't be worried about sales on my latest novel), but there is certainly a part of the brain associated with writing ability. And my poor part of the brain had shrunk. The good ideas still existed, but the writing felt awkward and heavy. Well, heavy handed... it's supposed to be a 1960's slang "heavy" topic.<br />
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Forcing myself to write the chapters, however, quickly also made me realize that like any muscle in the body, you have muscle memory. If I don't run for a few months, running sucks. But do it a few times, and your body starts to remember the motions on how it's supposed to go. Writing was the same way. Write for a couple weeks, and suddenly my mind remembered how to build sentence structure and formulate dialogue.<br />
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Now, I am proud to announce that "Rage" is only 12 chapters away from being completed. That may seem like a lot, especially in a 49-chapter book, but considering I'm writing two chapters a day, it means I'll be done by next weekend. Then the book goes to the editor and I can breathe a sigh of relief.<br />
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I hope you all take the time to read "Rage" when it officially comes out. There's a lot of heart and soul in the book. The whole novel can best be summed up by the story's tagline: "It's hard to civilization when you're no longer civilized."<br />
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Look for "Rage" to be released either late October or early November 2012.Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-39002508155823717202012-08-23T09:57:00.000-07:002012-08-23T09:57:07.050-07:00Cracks in the Mirror<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Everything I’d ever read emphasized that you should write about what you know.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I write military science fiction because a) I love science fiction and b) I’ve been serving in the US Army for 10 years.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I write it, because it’s what I know.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Now, what I’m starting to worry about, is when you write about what you know it can be incredibly taxing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Take, for example, my newest novel “Rage”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Rage” follows a young conscripted Sergeant who is exposed to a virus that makes him lose control of his anger.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Whenever angry, he becomes a monster with no recollection of his actions.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s a modern day take on a Jekyll and Hyde.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The crux of the story, however, is the second half of the book, which follows his return from the war and how he gets reintegrated into society.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He quickly realizes that it’s hard to become a part of civilized society when you’re no longer civilized.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>The story is a futuristic take on a real issue affecting our military: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Our Soldiers have been deploying time and again over the past 11 years.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They’ve experienced gunshots, explosions, ambushes, and death on a scale that the modern civilized society just can’t fathom.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When you consider that only 1% of the US population has ever served in the military, it’s easy to see why an issue like PTSD is not fully understood by the general populace.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>One of the quotes from the book explains many Soldiers’ perceptions of how they’re treated following redeployment:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">"Everyone loves a story about a war hero, but no one wants to talk about what happens after they come home from war. We fought, and we died. And those of us that came home were cheered like the conquering heroes we were. They smiled. They threw us parades. They took our picture. They tossed confetti into the streets. But the truth was, we were the confetti all along.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We were a good idea at the time and we took a good picture, but when all was said and done, they left us in the streets like trash.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They left us to clean up our lives and walked away to go live their own.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And you, doc?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’re their janitor.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Your job is to sweep us under the rug so we don’t bother the nice folks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Your job is to make sure we’re always remembered as confetti, and no one is reminded that they treat us like garbage.”</span><span lang="EN" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'; font-size: 7pt; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Despite having the science fiction flair, the stress factors and his reactions to stressful situations that lead up to his Rage Virus outbursts are realistic.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They’re reactions that I’ve not only seen in others, but recognized in myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">That’s the painful thing about writing about what you know.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The novel becomes a mirror, exposing your own flaws and making you confront the issues that you knew existed, but chose to ignore.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It becomes an exhausting experience, to write each chapter from the heart, knowing that everyone who reads the book will be reading your faults, your flaws, and your shortcomings.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For once, you notice the cracks in your mirror.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s a horrible experience.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">The moral of the story?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m tired, but proud of the work being done on “Rage”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I hope you all enjoy the book as well, once it’s finally published.</span></div>
Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-41220548968162884122012-05-08T08:25:00.000-07:002012-05-08T08:25:38.638-07:00Grammatical Rage<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri;">For those of you who have read the Brink of Distinction trilogy, you’ve seen what continues to cause me minor embarrassment: grammar mistakes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There are faint mistakes sprinkled throughout, but it’s enough to distract an avid reader who’s trying to get engrossed in the story.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can’t really defend myself, since it’s my fault there are errors.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I guess if I were a professional instead of a hobbyist, those mistakes wouldn’t appear.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, I have to make these two comments:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I AM a hobbyist, which is why I can’t afford an editor.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I AM an asshole, which is why I only suffer minor embarrassment.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">For book one, Burden of Sisyphus, I hired an editor who was also part of the agency representing the book.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Much like the agency itself (which you have heard mention of before in previous posts), the editor sucked… big.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Not only did he not correct all the faults, he actually added some.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In one instance, he changed “raw power” to “war power”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The paragraph no longer made sense.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He was the unprofessional editor.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">The problem was, the editor, albeit crappy, was expensive.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Even independent editors cost money.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>More than I’m making writing thus far, I might add.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Instead, I rely on family and friends to review my books and make corrections.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They’re not professionals, though I respect them more than most people in the industry.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Errors still slip through… it’s something I’ve come to terms with.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">There are certain errors that will not appear in my books if I can help it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We’ll call it Grammatical Rage.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When I see these mistakes (most commonly seen in the comments section of a CNN article), my world goes red and I want to choke the public education system in America.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t care that the public education system in America (PESA) is a vague machine made up of hundreds of underpaid and mostly uncaring individuals.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t care that PESA is not supported financially by the government.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t care that PESA is best personified in a joke by comedian Louis Black, when he explained that the 49<sup>th</sup> ranked state in the US showed students pictures of microscopes, since they couldn’t afford the real thing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And yes, there was a state worse than that.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">My fury is with the basics:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">To, Two, Too</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Their, They’re, There</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Your, You’re</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Anything that involves text lingo (to include, but not limited to: h8r, sk8r, rofl, u, r, ur, luv, and lol except when referencing cats)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I didn’t grow up in the US.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My formative years were spent abroad, learning proper English from international schools.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It saddens me that while I was learning English, Japanese, and Thai simultaneously, we have people born in the US who act like English is their second language, although they don’t have a first.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">All I ask is that people utilize they’re language properly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s not two difficult.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Take pride in you’re language.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Take pride in yourself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Realize that there’s no such thing as urself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Lol.</span></div>Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-21050741800048920582012-03-20T23:27:00.000-07:002012-03-20T23:27:37.546-07:00Writer's Isolation<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <o:OfficeDocumentSettings> <o:AllowPNG/> </o:OfficeDocumentSettings> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:EnableOpenTypeKerning/> <w:DontFlipMirrorIndents/> <w:OverrideTableStyleHps/> </w:Compatibility> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal">I recently (see: still in the middle of it) took a vacation for the sole purpose of writing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The idea was simple: take a trip to a familiar location where I wouldn’t be distracted by the urge to sight see or enjoy the outdoors, take only my laptop loaded with music and Microsoft Word, and complete as much of my new novel “Rage” as possible.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">It wasn’t a popular idea.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>To my wife, who I have to defend by saying that I left her with an 11-month old son to care for by herself, she just couldn’t understand why I didn’t stay at home and write there.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My family couldn’t understand why I wanted to stay at a hotel, cut off from society.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Only fellow writers, of whom I only have a few that I consider more than passing acquaintances, understood what I was doing.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I was, for the first time since finishing my science fiction trilogy, Brink of Distinction, dedicating myself to my craft.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Being in the Army, there have been numerous times that I’ve been required to stay late to complete projects or, more often than not, just to get yelled at for something I did or failed to do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I would leave for work at 5:30 am and not get home until after 11:00 pm (2300 for my European and military friends).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Although that frustrated my family and friends, they understood, since the Army is my occupation of choice.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When dealing with your job, it’s expected that sometimes you’ll just have to work some overtime to get a project completed.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Why is that different when it comes to writing?</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I’ve read numerous articles about the “process of writing”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Nearly every one gives the same advice, which is “force yourself to write at least 30 minutes every day”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve tried, but what I’ve found happens if I do that is that my work is complete rubbish.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I FEEL like I’m “forcing” myself to write, which lowers the quality of the product that I produce.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I think the original trilogy came out as well as it did because I was completely passionate about damn near every word I put on the page.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If I lack that passion and write a novel just because it’s being “forced”, how can I honestly expect the quality to match my expectations?</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Though my writer’s vacation has not been popular, I will say that it’s been highly productive and, in my eyes, beneficial.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I found my optimal writing time (2200 – 0200, unfortunately), and have completed nearly 100 pages in the novel over only three days.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At this pace, I will have “Rage” done shortly after I return to the Seattle area.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">And, since “Rage” represents such a personal topic with me (and you too, Ed), if I’m not passionate about the work, how can I expect these very real issues to be represented as well as possible on the paper?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There’s a whole different blog that I’ll post someday talking about the similarities between my life that those of Jonas Vega, the main character from “Rage”.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">The moral of this entire post is this: I consider writing as much an occupation as my job in the Army.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, it is entirely supplemental income and could never sustain me and my family if I did it full time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Currently, I’m up to an astounding $3,000 US annually in royalties off all three books.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, writing was never about making money.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was about writing and completing something as astounding as a 300-400 page novel from scratch; something that people genuinely are excited about reading.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But if writing is a job for me, then isn’t it understandable that sometimes, like these ten days of my writer’s isolationist vacation, when I’m going to have to do a little overtime?</div>Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-6428586567896433822011-12-29T11:20:00.000-08:002011-12-29T11:20:32.265-08:00The Day the Sun Stopped ShiningRecently, I was invited to participate in a blog tour called "The Day the Sun Stopped Shining". It was a great opportunity for independent authors to get together and promote each other's work. Due to my complete lack of long term memory, I forgot that the blog tour started 3 days ago. So, because I'm now a dirt bag, let me do what I can to catch up.<br />
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First and foremost, as part of both the Holiday season and in support of the blog tour, starting tonight at midnight (PST) and running through 3 January, the first two books of the Brink of Distinction series "BURDEN OF SISYPHUS" and "FALL OF ICARUS" will be absolutely free for download for Kindle! Consider this my payment for starting late on the blog tour. The books can be found at these links:<br />
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<a href="http://tinyurl.com/c7ovr3g" target="_blank">BURDEN OF SISYPHUS</a><br />
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<a href="http://tinyurl.com/bm2of4a" target="_blank">FALL OF ICARUS</a><br />
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I encourage you all to check back with this blog regularly to see any comments and links to other writers' blogs. There are some phenomenal writers associated with this blog tour, and many free offers during this time being presented by the authors.<br />
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Check out the Sun Stopped Shining Tour blog as well, by clicking on the image below:<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://sunstoppedshining.blogspot.com/" target="_blank"><img border="0" rea="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhK2o1QKV3Qi4qIIckG4zD79veQNybnbnZtay5LmCJ7ykYrT4b-kMXVWDHqEy7fTkRIzOmm-kvBHLwCFF-X56VFm5ocAJYv5_3Mrm5YhpdZIeKVKHe42xpWJmqXvf_2dCbzZU_UI3e6ngU/s1600/386128_10150935972940165_527770164_21662416_1279858603_n.jpg" /></a></div>Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-16028549321090804052011-12-18T18:01:00.000-08:002011-12-18T18:01:17.747-08:00Financial Feasibility of WritingWhen you're young, you have pretty wild ideas of what you want to be when you grow up. Of course, if everyone stuck with their original ideas, the world would be full of nothing but astronauts, firemen, and police officers. Well, and three ninjas. All things considered, probably not all that bad of a world.<br />
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Around my middle school years, shortly after arriving in the United States, I took a shine to writing. Most of my work was amateurish - the written word version of Weird Al. By my high school years, the writing had developed. Not improved, mind you, but at least my desire to write had matured to novel work instead of just parody. Finally, by the time I was in college, I dove into writing with a true passion.<br />
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And it was horrible.<br />
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Don't believe me? Just ask my mom.<br />
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The dialogue was unbelievable. There was no character development. And the story became so painfully difficult to follow, it was rubbish. I gave my mom a copy of the novel I was working on "EYES IN THE NUTHOUSE", without directions to read it or to not read it. She did. She politely didn't inform me for years that if I had personally handed her the money to buy my novel, she would have rather spent it on a grossly overpriced cup of coffee.<br />
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For nearly five years after college, I just didn't give my writing much more thought. I came up with some story ideas, for which I mapped out the storyline. Then, I simply filed them away on the computer for some unforeseen future use. Then, I deployed to Iraq for my second time. I was stuck in Baghdad for 16-months, without much to do after my convoys or paperwork. At the prompting of some of my coworkers, I started writing a story arc that had been bouncing around in my head. 16 months later, the Brink of Distinction series was complete (as much to my surprise as anyone else's).<br />
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Yes, I sent it to my mother.<br />
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Yes, she liked it this time.<br />
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And so I began stage two of my work: getting published. This is the crux of this entire post. Is it financially sound to make a living out of writing? If you read my first blog post, you'll know that I firmly believe in transparency. That's why, today, I'm going to throw out some numbers for you and show why this could never be anything more than a hobby.<br />
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In 2008, I found an agent/editor. For anyone who has done any writing, you know that a combination like that will end horribly for the writer. Any agency that asks for money from you before they plan on taking it to publishers does not have your best interest at heart. They have their's. And their interest is money.<br />
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I paid them way more than I should have for editing that was subpar. Following that, I decided to go the self-publishing route. There's a pretty great agency that works with Amazon.com that helps you self-publish. I paid for one of their big packages, which produced a real quality novel... but put me even further in the hole financially. <br />
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So what does my finances look like just for book one of the trilogy? Let's take a look:<br />
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Professional (subpar) editing: $2600<br />
Cover artwork: $75<br />
Professional publishing package: $800<br />
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Taking nothing else into consideration (such as advertising), I was $3475 in the hole, before I started making a single dime off the books.<br />
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So what does my net gain look like so far? Let's take a look:<br />
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Kindle sales ($2.06 per book x 104 copies sold): $214.24<br />
Paperback sales ($2.30 per book x 9 copies sold): $20.70<br />
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Total royalties so far? Approximately $235. I'm not a math major, but that still leaves me roughly $3240 in the hole financially.<br />
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I don't want anyone to miss the purpose of this posting. I'm not trying to discourage anyone from writing. However, I started my writing career reading a blog by John Scalzi, who I will admit is a exception rather than a rule to publishing. Within three years of being published, he was bringing in over $64,000 a year just off his science fiction work. He is a remarkable writer, but I can't tell people that you will make that kind of money off the bat.<br />
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The truth is, by the second book, I had learned my lesson. Here's the full breakdown for book two in the trilogy "FALL OF ICARUS":<br />
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Edited by friends: $0<br />
Cover art: $100<br />
Self created cover and interior: $0<br />
LCCN and Pro Package through the publisher: $80<br />
Total: $180<br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Kindle sales ($2.06 per book x 110 copies sold): $226.60</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Paperback sales ($2.30 per book x 9 copies sold): $20.70</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Total: $247.30</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">So what's the point? The point is that I've learned to publish my own work, edited by friends that care about the writing I do, and make the smallest margin of profits. $60 doesn't seem like much, and it's not worth quitting your day job over.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">So if it's not for the money, then why do I write?</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Because behind me on my bookshelf, there are currently two paperback novels with my name on them. Because at the end of the day, even though it was self-published and hardly for a great profit, I'm a published author.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">That's why.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Check out BURDEN OF SISPYHUS (Book One) for Kindle:</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">http://www.amazon.com/Burden-Sisyphus-Brink-Distinction-ebook/dp/B0054RK2CA/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1324259944&sr=8-1</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Check out FALL OF ICARUS (Book Two) for Kindle:</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">http://www.amazon.com/Fall-Icarus-Brink-Distinction-ebook/dp/B005D50D8Q/ref=pd_sim_kinc_1?ie=UTF8&m=AG56TWVU5XWC2</div>Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4173524845977420443.post-31197444113721232642011-07-18T16:37:00.000-07:002011-07-18T16:37:31.440-07:00TransparencyWhen I decided to first start writing novels, I realized one simple, undeniable fact about myself: I never finished anything I started. I quit Karate just before getting my black belt. I quit Boy Scouts one badge short of my Eagle Scout (one effing badge!). I enjoyed the chase, but hardly enjoyed the reward at the end.<br />
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For a long time, I assumed that my lack of ambition was a shortcoming. And from my family and teachers, they thought the same thing. I was a "big ideas" guy. I came up with great concepts, but often failed to follow through. What chance did I have to finish a 400-500 page novel?<br />
It wasn't until much later in my life (I'm now in my 30's) that I realized I hadn't been a failure. I was fickle, no denying that. But my pursuit of so many different ideals was because I constantly loved to challenge myself. When I became comfortable, I simply chose a new path and reinvented myself. I was an athlete in high school, a surprisingly well-spoken public relations major in college, an alcoholic while serving in Korea. Finally, I found my true calling. No, not as a writer. As a leader of US Army Soldiers.<br />
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Twice now I've found myself deployed to Iraq, both times serving in the heart of Baghdad. I served as a personnel officer once and, the second time, a Commander of over 450 Soldiers and officers. It was exhilarating. I watched young troops grow and develop under the tutelage of me and my First Sergeant. It was what I was meant to do with my life.<br />
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Now, as a Commander once again with the prospect of going to Afghanistan in the near future, I once again feel that yearning to lead Soldiers into combat. My friends call me insane. Then again, so does my wife. And I can't blame them. Looking at it from the outside, it seems crazy that I would go out of my way to put myself into harm's way. I once tried to explain it to someone, and this is the best I could come up with:<br />
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I know hundreds of people who feel that they've contributed to society. I don't just mean the police and firefighters of the world. Even the day-to-day factory worker knows that his little slice of the factory contributes something vital, like a small cog in an incredibly complex watch. Despite its insignificant size, the watch simply can't run without it. But the contributions they feel every day just can't compare with what you feel in combat. As a medical officer, I've held someone's hand while they died. But I've also loaded a patient onto a helicopter and said with pride, "You're going to be fine; have a beer for me when you get home". I've looked into someone's eyes and known that I've made a difference in their life, even if they only get to see me as their life is coming to an end.<br />
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That feeling of accomplishment is what drove me to write during my last deployment. I had a story to tell, and the emotions that I felt every day - fear, joy, deep sadness, loss - poured into the words that I typed into my computer. It was science fiction, but I kept it "Approachable Science Fiction". What does that mean? It means that nothing happens in the books that can't be explained using modern science. Never do I introduce a topic so complex that I lose the reader due to technical mumbo-jumbo (hell, I just used "mumbo-jumbo", so you can tell my level of scientific expertise).<br />
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Instead, you have an amalgamation of war and science fiction, with a realistic take on how battles end: often badly. Main characters die. Characters you like still die. Characters that do everything right still manage to die. I like to think that my books are a strange combination of Saving Private Ryan and Starship Troopers. Mash them together, let the dog eat them, and whatever it vomits up is close to the literary masterpieces I create.<br />
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Try my books out. They're available on Kindle for only $2.99 each, so you can skip McDonald's tonight and read a book instead. See, I'm looking after your health and educating your mind.<br />
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Burden of Sisyphus can be found here:<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Burden-Sisyphus-Brink-Distinction-ebook/dp/B0054RK2CA/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1311032169&sr=8-1">http://www.amazon.com/Burden-Sisyphus-Brink-Distinction-ebook/dp/B0054RK2CA/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1311032169&sr=8-1</a><br />
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Fall of Icarus can be found here:<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Fall-Icarus-Brink-Distinction-ebook/dp/B005D50D8Q/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1311032226&sr=1-1">http://www.amazon.com/Fall-Icarus-Brink-Distinction-ebook/dp/B005D50D8Q/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1311032226&sr=1-1</a>Jon Messengerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02736097825974981529noreply@blogger.com0